Hobbies

Some hobbies I truly enjoy are going to the beach, photography, and cooking. Lately, I have felt myself slowly getting away from the things I love the most. I really enjoy photography, and that is something that has gotten away from me completely. I am trying to make promises to myself to get back and do these activities. I find myself so busy, but if I truly enjoy it, why am I not doing it?

I am making a promise to cook something on a weekly basis, go out with my camera and take pictures of the beach, my dogs, or even something in my backyard. Slowly get back into these things. I think if I do this, I will feel at ease and it will give me a chance to be with my own thoughts and relax. Classes are almost over and then I'm taking two summer classes which are only six weeks, so I will have more time to do my favorite things. Heres to making myself happy...cheers!

Growing Up

Looking back on how I used to react is so beyond amazing to me. I can't believe I have grown so much in just a few short years. When I get in an argument (mostly work related), I know my limits and know how far I can be pushed until I just simply freak out. I know when to walk away and I find myself thinking about what to say before it comes out of my mouth. I really think it is a big step for me, personally. I used to say things that would hurt peoples feelings and not really think of the affect it would have on people. 

I also am proud of myself for standing up for what I believe is right. I used to be so scared of conflict and would avoid it at all costs. I know that if I believe in it, I should stand up for my thoughts and actions. On a day to day basis, I don't see myself as a "changed" person, but as I sit here and type I really see a strong young woman instead of a timid young girl. To say the least, I am proud of myself and wouldn't change a thing about me. 

Do Things Happen for Reasons?

Do you ever believe that sometimes things happen for a reason? It is something my mother has always said to me growing up and well, I've just grown up accepting it. For example, today I took a delivery for Chick-fil-A. It was going to this elderly couple whose niece works for Corporate Chick-fil-A. Her uncle, Billie, is battling terminal cancer and had no idea I was showing up with food and presents for him. It was very touching to me personally and I really felt it touched him in his heart. After leaving, the car next to me had a Chick-fil-A bag on their dash...of all things. Once I arrived at school, the first person I saw on campus was holding a Chick-fil-A cup. While waiting for my other class to start, a girl came up to me and started asking if I read the bible.

This may sound like it doesn't have any connection, but to me it does. Chick-fil-A has changed my life in many ways and right now I feel as if I'm in a crossroads as to where I want my life to go. I am in school to become a teacher and have a little under two years left. I also enjoy working for Chick-fil-A and have had so many AMAZING opportunities arise because of my job.

Personally, I don't know what I believe in...I think something is there but I'm not sure what. Sometimes these "little" things make me question a lot of things that happen on a day to day basis. It is teaching me to become more humble and to accept and embrace these new changes in my life. Yes, I am a worry wart, but I just dream of a better life for myself...wherever that may be.

Welcome to my Life

Hi everyone!

My name is Melissa Bowman and this is the beginning of my new blog. I am 21 years old and am finding that my life is really beginning to change. I am not saying I'm old (even though I think I am!) but my life has been a whirlwind lately and I am finding my thoughts keeping me up at night. I believe that by writing it all down it might help me make these new choices,  new chances, and new changes. Thanks for reading, I hope you can find some joy in this journey of mine!